![]() ![]() Intuitively led, I fed myself compassion and awakened my sexual desire! It hit me, this is true, I am a spiritual being living a human existence so then why am I not living a full human existence? Why am I wanting to leave it so much? “ Why, do you not love intimacy with your human self?” I danced and felt so loved and held, but the longing to leave my body constantly, became apparent. I became so embodied with spiritual intimacy that I left my body hundreds of times to meet souls, beings, angels and kingdoms. My sexual liberation started to stir the deeper I went into spiritual experiences. I had to dig into the why to release my shame and trauma over this subject, and so then, this began my journey into my sexual awakening. With many questions, and the deep, unsettling, realisation that I carry alot of sex shame. I had enough trauma and numbness around this topic, why toture me further? If someone asked me “do you want to be sexually awakened”? I would have said No thank you, if it means you have to have sex often. The most unexplored area of my being was my sexual expression. So, instead of denying the self, I really got to know the self, for I realised it is this body I live in that needs to be discovered, not just the areas and influences outside of me. However, being loyal to the acts of service towards my second chance to life, I will never stop evolving into all I can be. Although the realm of possibilities are endless to what you could tap into, I never considered accessing growth beyond what I knew, after all I have seen and experienced some epic colourful moments. ![]() Since then the unseen reality has been my reality, 15 years. I didn’t get the chance to sit for hours in meditation, like I do now, to reach an enlightened state, instead I was hit with the ability to channel and understand the spiritual realm -Click - just like that. Well, my spiritual awakening was far from traditional right from the start - my first spiritual experience was a near death encounter, which totally flipped my idea of the meaning of life and the after life on its head. It’s not about ego, but awareness of oneself, that makes the difference. Although this practice has many advantages, knowing what I know now, I am leaning away from this idea. “Deny the self if you want to reach enlightenment” is in the teaching of Buddhism. ![]() The common thread in spiritual awakening is in the ‘losing of oneself’ and becoming one with the cosmos. ![]()
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